| Aug. 29th, 2004 @ 10:09 pm Yeah! |
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Current Mood:  exhausted
Current Music: Usher on the VMA's
Ok, so I mostly like life right now... let me say that again, since it's not always true.... life's good... i'm sooooo broke, but life is good...
it's been an interesting weekend... friday was an all day john mayer/maroon 5 thing....i got up at the crack of dawn and went to tower records and waited in like for 4 hours to see john perform and sign autographs.... yeah, so i met john mayer... so awesome....
then it was time to run home and get ready real quick for the maroon 5 soundcheck party.... there was maybe a dozen of us there, and we got to watch them perform their soundcheck, and then we got to go to the VIP area and meet them and chill w/them for a bit... yeah, i have a picture of me with adam levine.... how hot is that???
and so then the actual concert.... sooooo amzing... it was my 2nd time seeing both of them, and i have to say i enjoyed maroon 5 more, but it was all great... and we had lawn seats, which was fun... oh yeah, and i won sting and annie lenox tickets too...
sat was cool too, just going out to eat and then drinking... yeah, i get drunk too much here... it's so fun though.... last night i wa sso drunk i broke a glass and cut my finger bad, it hurts right now... i need insurance...
and of course today was church... and work....
so the most exciting thing about this weekend, yes, even more exciting than meeting john mayer and maroon 5, is that i was reminded how alive i am, and how great it is to be alive. Nothing makes you feel quite as alive as feelings for someone new. Like, real feelings.... excitement, passion, newness.... i feel like i'm gonna be sick but it's great... ok, here's the story (since i doubt anyone involved reads this anyway): i have the hots for ben. benjamin brown.... mmmmm, what a delicious-sounding name...who's ben you ask? ohh, just the cutest guy in nashville... yes, i'm actually thinking someone's better-looking than daniel for once! crazy, i know.... ok, so back to ben.... he's also rachael's (my roommate) like best friend and she's kinda in love w/him... like, she always talks about how she;s going to marry him someday, and how he's a virgin for her, etc. etc.... and when i first met him, i was like "ok, yeah, he's way above-average looking, but whatever, he's rachael's).... i tried not to like him, i really did... but damnit, he's so sweet and sexy....i ate dinner with him and rachael last night (i love mexican food so much) and that's when i knew i had to have him... i havent been that turned on in a long time... he was so flirtatious... and i was wildly flirtatious too, he brought it out in me...ugh, i cant even explain it in here, but trust me, it was great... unfortunately, i was drunk last night and called him at 3 am and left a message telling him i wanted to make out with him.. yeah, go bethany.... so the whole thing is just kinda complicated, because as bad as i want him, racahel still has claim on him... and even though i hear from sources taht she doesnt have much of a chance w/him, i have to respect that... but i dont want to....oh, and daniel has a little crush on him... and like the dumbass that i am, i told him about me liking ben.... i'm so retarded... ok, that's about all.... i'm sure i'm way too fat for ben to even like, but i'll keep you updated...
yay, usher took his shirt off at the VMA's.. why am surprised? omg, he's such an amazing dancer...
so i got a job... yep, i'm a manager in training at enterprise rent-a-car.... 28k a year baby....hey, i'm just out of college...i'm psyched i have this job, but there's things i'm not so psyched about it, 1) LONG hours...7:30-6:00 M-F.... ugh... but they are good about giving you time off... i'll have labor day off, and i get a week off to go home for thanksgiving...2) i'm workin in madison, which is way north of nashville... i live in like the very south part of nashville.. it's gonna take me 45 min-1hour to get to work...but i'll only be at that branch for 3-6 months... but yeah, i start on tuesday... this should be interesting... i really wish i could go back to college and be irresponsible again... that was great..
everybody went back to harding this week and i'm actually kinda sad i'm not there too..
ugh, britney didnt win best female video or best pop video or video of the year... what a bunch of crap...
ok, i can hardly stay awake right now to finish watching the VMA's and this updates is already way long.... more updates to come, later... |
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